Yesterday was quite a fun day! Rather unexpected stuff happened... 1st was PW. omg.. PW lecture was actually interesting... infact it was probably the most interesting lesson of the day! The lecturer was so entertaining lol, never thought that learning how to do an OP would b so interesting haha. most of the time, i'd b struggling to keep my eyes open during PW lecture... or i'd b doing homework for other subjects, but this particular lecture was soooo amusing and funny.
Then came the impromptu outing. 1st we went to borders.. walked ard for a bit untill movie was abt to start. we went to watch "click". quite a weird show... was kinda wondering how it'd end... but even after the show ended i still dun understand the ending.. was it a dream or not??? Im confused -.-" My fav part was when adam sandler was dieing and he was pointing his middle finger at the speedo dude rofl. it was soooo hilarious.. the situation was so sad n gloomy and serious and suddenly middle finger wahhaha funny.
Den after the movie went 2 hav dinner den went 2 walk ard. quite fun, the company was great! thx everyone! BUT, im sad cuz i forgot to ask my mom to help me record smallville =(... oh well, the outing was definitely more enjoyable compared to smallville.
Now im having a dilemma of whether i shud watch TV or sleep... i wanna watch tv cuz the show now seems quite interesting.. but at the same time im falling asleep, so ive decided to blog during the advertisements in an attempt to stay awake and apparently it isnt working too well. Im still falling asleep... hmm.. i guess i better go to sleep instead.. gnite
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10:10 PM
{{ Thursday, August 24, 2006
omg.. wasnt yesterdays chem test just super hard??? anyway.. i didnt study much for it the, was busy with PW and slacking..( YES! i can actually be busy slacking!) but then again, now i dont have to blame myself if i dont do well in it cuz i probably have found it super hard whether or not i studied for it lol. ok ok.. i admit, im creating excuses for myself =P
today so funny lol. after bio lecture our class teacher made us stay back in the lecture theatre. den we were all quite worried abt what that was for.... getting paranoid n stuff. but guess what? something really unexpected! she wanted us to pretend to sleep so she could take photos of us. for what reason? im guessing something related to teachers day. ok.. so the situation was really funny.. so i couldnt stop laughing... even when i was "sleeping" so i had a smile on my face while i was sleeping.... that i shall leave to ur own wild imagination but the truth is I WAS TRYING TO SURPRESS A LAUGH!
blehz.. im going 2 watch lost..gnite.
)x~
9:41 PM
{{ Sunday, August 20, 2006
i finally got my new phone today!! nokia 6280. im luving it!! slider phones are soooo kool. today is my moms birthday so she was in a good mood today. instead of me buying her a gift, she loaned me money to pay for my phone! she goes by the chinese calendar, and this year thrs like 2 julys, so she has 2 birthdays... anyway.. i guess i better start saving up for something to give her on her "2nd" birthday!
oh well.. i got a scolding again.. i "upgraded" contract b4 21 months which meant that i had to pay an additional $100 to whatever price was listed on the leaflet. and im just 4 months away from the "21st" month and i simply refused to wait another 4 months for my new phone so.. ya.. its my money and i get to spend it in whatever way i want, quoting my parents "u can flush it down the toilet bowl for all i care" and yet they nagging at how im impatient and wasting $100 when i could simply wait for another 4 mths!
well.. overall my day was quite enjoyable! went out to buy lunch today den i met an old friend, chatted for quite a bit. and my face isnt as screwed up now!! its still red, but at least its smooth!! according to the doctor i hav suboerric dermatitis or something like that.. i cant spell.. and its suposedly gonna clear up soon!! and of course, the icing on my cake was my new phone, i luv it so much. although the stupid guy at singtel told me that he copied all the contacts to my new card, he didnt!!! luckily i backed up my contact list.. phew
on the flip side of the coin.. i think ive got a fever.. started feeling feverish abt 20 mins after i got home...i better go rest.. gdnight!
)x~
10:06 PM
{{ Thursday, August 17, 2006
ive been so stressed out recently.. usually i cant be bothered about school work. but the past week, i was rather serious in my work because of the maths test that we had yesterday. ive been failing all my previous maths tests and exams and this test had a huge weightage so i actually studied considerably hard for the test. i dont know how well i faired just yet.. that stupid MI question.. no summation sign i completely panicked and dunno where to start.
well, my face has gotten super duper red since tuesday.. adding to the stress.. and stress worsens it so im stuck in this vicious cycle of stress! im hoping this get better for me over the next few days.. no more tests to worry about and i can relax. so... anyone wanna do anything this weekend? =P. didnt do anything much today since i got home, spent my time checking my mail.. reading fanfic, watching TV and listening to music. kind of killing time now.. waiting for "lost" to start.
quite a couple of weeks ago, my GP class came across an essay qn abt "modern man looking for happiness in all the wrong places", it has got me thinking quite a bit. my view on this question is that ppl nowadays are aiming for something they dont quite understand. the journey to happiness is filled with trials, but is what we finally attain after clearing all these tests really happiness? aren't theses "happiness" often images given to us by the media or by our society? do we truely know whether or not we will be happy after reaching our target. like now.. as students, we are constantly trying to attain good results. good results -> good job -> good pay -> good life? but what exactly defines a good life? my definition of a good life is a life where i wont look back and regret my actions or decisions.
sometimes, the "happiness" that we are trying to achieve are so hard to reach that we have to climb great heights to even get close to reaching them. but what happens when we fail to reach these "happiness"? we fall. and due to the height we have climbed.. the fall hurts, real bad. well... something like that happened to me recently, now im stuck here reminiscing about the past, thinking how i could have done things differently... not as if its going to change the past but at least i can reflect upon it.. try to learn from it.
anyway.. all this reminiscing is making me depressed... im going 2 listen to some "cheerful" music to brighten up my mood. gnite
)x~
8:28 PM
{{ Sunday, August 13, 2006
I need to go far away A few years back would be ok I just need to unwind In my time machine
Time Machine~The Click Five
the national day vacation is not exactly what i wanted in a holiday, it actually caused me more problems and frustrations. on top of that.. i didnt manage to get my new hp cuz i was $50 short and my %^%&$% parents refused to lend me =(. i want to buy a nokia 6280 =P
my time machine is probably sleep. so i spent the majority of my day sleeping. thats y im still here now... cant sleep anymore.. took more than 7 hours of nap and now my eyes are wide open.. sleep is soooo good. one of the few moments whr i can completely not worry abt reality. only in my dreams can i do anything, without any repercussions on reality. only a couple of hours ago, i dreamt that i was driving a car.. and somehow i ran over somebody.. its all hazy and i dont remember much but yea.. no repercussions, im not in jail =). dreams are kinda like computer games huh, take a nightmare for example, if u dont like it, u wake up. in a computer game, u hate it, u log out or quit. i guess i just need to escape reality huh? ive quit gaming but ive picked up sleeping haha
i was reading the papers juz now and i came across an article of students getting suspended from school because they did not hav the required haircut... i was like "@.@". whats the big deal abt haircut? y do guys hav to cut that stupid slope etc etc and all the restriction??? y dont poly / ITE students hav such rules, i mean.. we already wear a uniform, must we all have similar hair too? i so hate having to hide whenever the barber comes to school or.. dodge discipline teachers. during sec school, i had this friend who had long hair, he got threatened to b sent for councilling if he didnt cut his hair.. i thought it was a joke.. but now that i see on the papers that a couple of students got suspended for the same offense.
)x~
11:05 PM
{{ Thursday, August 10, 2006
national day was yesterday, and in the name of national day, students get 1 extra day off. im not complaining but im bored out of my mind! i guess my parents are bored too cuz they seem to enjoy picking a fight whenever they have nothing to do. guess what this latest fight is about? food! apparently i complain about home cooked food too much. but hey, dont blame me.. my parents like the most disgusting food ever. my mom luvs eating "chee cheong fan" without any gravy or anything.. JUST PLAIN!! another of her favourite food is noodles... i mean.. plain noodles.. cooked using plain water.. no flavouring or anything.. so yea.. im not to blame for being too "picky" cuz my home cooked food REALLY sux so badly to the extent that when i was younger, when i enjoyed having friends over to my house, nobody dared to stay for dinner. fear factor anyone? ok ok.. its not as bad as fear factor but u get my point!
i spent most my of national day lazing around, which has become one of my favourite pass times recently. i gave up on the opportunity to go to the national day parade and i dont think i regret it. after seeing the parade on TV for 5 mins, i turned the TV off and started watching anime / reading fan fic. den all of the sudden i had the urge to start doing homework, den maths came to mind, "oh shit maths test!". so i opened up my maths TYS and started wondering to myself "hmm.. lemme think which chapters are tested again? oh crap i cant remember." while i was busy trying to remember the chapters.. SUDDENLY, "ding dong ding dong" msn alert den started talking talking talking... den forgot about maths. and den my parents start nagging at me.. ask me to stop doing nothing and start doing something...
my parents are completely opposite to most ppls parents.. for example, they scolded me when i said i wanted to go for tuition! i mean wtf?!?! i thought most ppl's parents would b thankful if their child wanted to go for tuition! whenn i told them i got 14.5/20 for my chem test they say "only 14.5??? your mother used to get full marks so often u know? u get this kind of results also so happy??" WTF?!?! primary school get full marks is dam easy but im in JC!!! independence is an issue too.. they dont encourage independence.. they didnt allow me to go the my sec schools overseas education programmes which abt 99% of the school attended.. but yea the irony is that they practically forced me into ACS (independent). some ppl would envy me for what im going to say next, my parents said that they wouldnt mind IF i had a gf. WTF!??! even with regards to how much i sleep.. my parents are weird too... ive always had the impression that some parents hate it when their kids sleep all day. but my parents are constantly trying to make me sleep..they say "u know why u so short? cuz u sleep so little." and now cuz ive got more time on my hands, ive started to sleep more.. sleep for leisure and they say "are u ok? how come nowadays keep sleeping? even computer also dont play? something bugging u is it? is it got gf?" seriously?!? WTF?!? -.-" isnt this what they want? for me to sleep more? and yet they are so paranoid about it...they are really driving me crazy!
hmm.. maybe i complain too much, but the grass is always greener on the other side.. its not my fault. right? anyway.. im procrastinating.. im supposed to b doing some productive work now haha. i probably should get started.
)x~
3:26 PM
{{ Monday, August 07, 2006
the long awaited "national day slack week" is finally here! so tomorrow is half day, hope something interesting happens and a class outing actually occurs! so many new movies to catch. tokyo drift, click, ant bully etc etc!! burn a huge hole in my pocket yes oh yes!
nothing much has been happening to me this past few days.. kinda waste my entire weekend lazing around the house watching tv and sleeping. when i finally actually felt like doing some work, i took out my econs homework and started to attempt it. all i can say is that i was so demoralised by it that i gave up after 15 mins. at least i tried!!maybe its a good thing that nothing has been happening, no dramas nothing. kinda like news i guess? no news is good news? since people are only facinated by the horrible things that happen around us. i admit im like that too, but since almost the entire human population is, no harm done i suppose. i really enjoy watching hilarious videos of ppl doing stupid things... riding a motorcycle straight into a wall etc.. sort of takes my mind off my own stupidity. it gives me a sense of security since i can safely say that im not the most stupid person in the entire world =P
my head has been in sleep mode in the past few days since bio test ended.. i keep telling myself that i need to start mugging for the upcoming maths test! its still quite faraway and im the sort of person who does last minute revision so its really unlike me to even think of starting to prepare for it...but then again. my maths sux, sux REALLY badly. so im comforting telling myself that this week is "national day slack week" so i shoudl b slacking =P never do what u can do tomorrow today! thats what my evil bad influence friends used to tell me hahaha.
okie.. so..looking forward to the next few days.. hope nothing breaks apart and that i hav to end up spending my time alone... lonely, i'm Mr lonely.
)x~
7:27 PM
{{ Friday, August 04, 2006
bio test... seemed quite ok to me.. didnt find it too hard. the weird thing abt me is that i tend not to do as well as i expect for papers that seem "easy" but i do surprisingly well on those i think i completely screw up. so.. i hope this isnt one of the times whr i find a test easy and yet do badly...i thought i was going to fail my combined humans for Os.. but turned out i aced it lol. was almost certain im gonna get A1 for emaths, ended up with a 2... so yea.. i aint too accurate when it comes to predicting my results.
oh ya.. i spent most of my day in school with my stomach growling... stupid barber came to school again and i had to "dodge" teachers.. so i couldnt go down to the canteen for my recess... even during the bio test my stomach was making noise!! i was relying on mentos to fill my stomach untill the stupid barber finally left. thanks 2 martin who dared to go down to check 4 me haha!
i finally watched pirates today!!! i know i know.. im one of the last ppl who have caught it but its better late than never ya? it wasnt quite as good as the 1st one but its still nice! better den most of the recent movies ive caught... but i hate having to wait for the third installment to come out!! im so impatient waaa!! *pull hair* speaking abt hair.. any comments on my new hairdo? i kinda like the way i look but i dont like the way my hair feels! i miss being able to run my fingers through my hair =P now its sticky and yucky! hate the way it feels...
thx 2 the ppl who has been introing me to songs n bands!! they are great and they are already stuck in my head!! earworms!!!
bleahz... tmr i hav to go to my grannys house, boring... guess i can do my homework thr since there is really nothing else to do while im there...at least the foods good! no more stinky food that my maid cooks wahahah
im in a slack mood now.. so im going to watch a couple of episodes of school rumble den go 2 bed!!! hav fun everyone!
)x~
9:22 PM
{{ Tuesday, August 01, 2006
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel.
Scars ~ Papa Roach
that kinda sums me up. u know how u hurt ppl when u break promises u make to them, and how sometimes it hurts u too cuz ur conscience is slapping u for it? so.. do u know how much it hurts when u hurt yourself by breaking a promise to yourself and have ur conscience slapping u at the same time? thats how i feel.
