Promos has started yesterday... kicking off with GP and econs. I guess it wasnt too bad.. i felt that both papers were not too difficult. However i am very bad at predicting my results, i always do badly for papers i thought were easy and do well in those i thought was hard. Then again im not aiming for much this time... Im just hoping to get the minimum 2H2 1H1... Maths n chem seem so impossible from where im standing... maybe i hav to aim for 1H1 2H2s instead..
Im stressing out... n some chain of events led me to turn a little emo yesterday night + today...was laying on my bed staring at the ceilings. I was on the verge of crying... but the tears just couldnt flow.. everything just kept piling up and i really couldnt take it anymore i just needed some time to sort things out. I took an early night.. hoping that a good night of rest would do the cham and i guess it did. Im feeling a whole lot better now.. but maths is still a killer... I cant seem to do any single mathematical induction question! Im going to head back to continue with my maths now, need to finish another 3 more tutorials by the end of today. I really dont know how im going to cope... im so far behind for my revisions.. I barely started biology.. only 1 chapter completed.
I know promos has just started.. but i already can see the light at the end of the tunnel... ive decided that im gonna start gaming again once the exams end. Since ive quit gaming ive had quite a number of emo-drama.. i guess i really need to keep my wacky head busy with games when i hav nothing much to do after the exams. The pain felt in the virtual world is nothing like that felt in reality.. so i think its safer if i stick to computer games =)
I hope everyone else is having a better time than me... I have never ever felt this unprepared for an examination... im really stressing out!
