Time is ticking away second by second.. whether or not i spend it wisely, time doesnt wait for me. I really feel as if ive wasted away the past week of my life... didnt do much interesting things perhaps apart from that ice skating trip.
With so much time on my hands, i began to do weird stuff... like laying in bed staring at the ceilings... walking aimlessly around my housing estate.. To sum things up, i did everything apart from studying. I know i should really start studying but i really havnt got the mood for that. Ive promised myself that i would start studying the very day school reopens but im quite sure that it is going to be a promise to myself that i wont be able to keep.
I spent a large part of my holiday re-watching movies... re-playing games...and while doing those, i recalled some memorable things. I thought of the ppl i watched those movies with.. the ppl i played those games with. Most of these people whom ive already lost contact with. I guess i have to blame myself for that, i havnt exactly been trying hard enough to remain in contact with them. So, its been kind of depressing... even listening to songs havnt been able to cheer me up. It reminded me of the people who introduced the songs to me... some of whom i havnt spoken to in years.
Well.. its either the "boringness" of the holidays or the fact that ive been listening to "Memory - Sugarcult" too many times... (cuz its one of my fav songs) that has got me into this "remembering mood".
This may never start. We could fall apart. And I'd be your memory. Lost your sense of fear. Feelings insincere. Can I be your memory?
Memory~Sugarcult
Quite dissappointingly, i havnt managed to catch as many movies this week as i hoped to catch. So.. if anyone still got a movie that they missed and wanna catch it, u know who to look for =P Oh well... Enjoy the final few moments of this term break everyone.. study hard for the promos!
