Just got back my promo results today, wouldnt say it was too bad... neither was it good. I passed everything... BDDDE.. but combined with terms etc i think i will fail math. My parents are going to kill me for sure if i fail math.. might as well do it myself n commit suicide 1st, kidding! But im not kidding abt the part whr my parents will kill me.
Finished my OP practise session today too.. apparently i can change into more colours den a chameleon according to the teacher... change colours not in the sense of character or personality (phew) but in a more literal sense... she said that my lips and face tend to change colour very easily.
The past couple of days, ive been busy with my OP, effectively keeping my mind off my results. It kept my mind busy, however after OP presentation today morning, i had several more hours of "free time" for me to worry about my results so i ended up quite @.@ kuku just now.
I dont really have much to worry about for the rest of the year apart from my chinese A levels but i should be able to pass it without much problem. However, i still feel quite weird, like something is missing, im not feeling any sense of accomplishment at all. I know i shudnt feel like that, thrs many people who would kill to have my results. Im actually rather pleased with it but i still dont feel right. Maybe its not about my promo results or even PW, i just cant seem to place a finger on it!
Im feeling down n depressed, n i dunno whats the reason. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
